it's not easy for me either. that's why I work so hard.
[The quick pace of his thought pattern, leaping from one concern to the next, was coupled with the restlessness that was his constant enemy. None of the deep breathing exercises or meditation practices that he tried was enough to weave the sharp staccato of his ideas into a coherent melody.
He had done nothing but think as well--about Syre, about Spock, about Fujiko, about the rest of his friends and how this Shift may have mended or broken some bridges. Lupin wanted that closeness as well, but his own thoughts spiraled to wondering if it would ever be possible with Fujiko. He wanted something that lacked complications for once, so he could actually relax.
Barring that, he wanted to see if he could keep the strange connections that he had made during the Shift. Damage had been done to all sides, but that didn't mean it was impossible to break through that and learn to like each other for who they were.]
it helps me because it tires me. do you want to come to the barracks and give it a try?
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[The quick pace of his thought pattern, leaping from one concern to the next, was coupled with the restlessness that was his constant enemy. None of the deep breathing exercises or meditation practices that he tried was enough to weave the sharp staccato of his ideas into a coherent melody.
He had done nothing but think as well--about Syre, about Spock, about Fujiko, about the rest of his friends and how this Shift may have mended or broken some bridges. Lupin wanted that closeness as well, but his own thoughts spiraled to wondering if it would ever be possible with Fujiko. He wanted something that lacked complications for once, so he could actually relax.
Barring that, he wanted to see if he could keep the strange connections that he had made during the Shift. Damage had been done to all sides, but that didn't mean it was impossible to break through that and learn to like each other for who they were.]
it helps me because it tires me. do you want to come to the barracks and give it a try?