[Meditation might even be good for him, in the long run. There was too much time, and too many differences to adapt to. As much as he loved the chaos, he needed to find an alternative. He needed to stop resisting the tides and just bob along with them for a while.
Lupin chuckled softly in amusement at the change in Spock's demeanor. It was only when on the verge of sleep that tension left the body and the truth was revealed. Lupin likewise curled underneath the covers, still thinking himself mad for allowing these circumstances to persist.]
It will be interesting to see what you find. [He couldn't say himself. Introspection was never his style. His life was always hard and fast. Only smiles were left in his wake, and that was exactly how he wanted it.
A flick of the switch turned the light off. Lupin sank into the pillows and sheets as his mind drifted to Cagliostro, and Clarisse. The comfort he found with Spock's sheer presence, both the cool physicality of it and the parts that he couldn't begin to define, baffled him. However, questioning it was too hard for both of them that night. In a few weeks they would feel more normal, Lupin figured. They could sort the details then, when the village was calmer.]
2am on the 29th
Lupin chuckled softly in amusement at the change in Spock's demeanor. It was only when on the verge of sleep that tension left the body and the truth was revealed. Lupin likewise curled underneath the covers, still thinking himself mad for allowing these circumstances to persist.]
It will be interesting to see what you find. [He couldn't say himself. Introspection was never his style. His life was always hard and fast. Only smiles were left in his wake, and that was exactly how he wanted it.
A flick of the switch turned the light off. Lupin sank into the pillows and sheets as his mind drifted to Cagliostro, and Clarisse. The comfort he found with Spock's sheer presence, both the cool physicality of it and the parts that he couldn't begin to define, baffled him. However, questioning it was too hard for both of them that night. In a few weeks they would feel more normal, Lupin figured. They could sort the details then, when the village was calmer.]
...you warm enough?